Ta Da!!

Every day brings a chance

for you to draw in a breath,

kick off your shoes, and dance.

A photograph

like A plant loves the sun

A Body needs Food

like A fire that will not stop burning

Merry Holiday!

Not talkin' 'bout a year
No not three or four
I don't want that kind of forever
In my life anymore
Forever always seems to be around when it begins
but forever never seems to be around when it ends
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you
People spend so much time
Every single dayRunnin' 'round all over town
Givin' their forever away
But no not me
I won't let my forever roam
and now I hope I can find
my forever a home
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will doFrom you
Like a handless clock with numbers
An infinite of time
No not the forever found
Only in the mind
Forever always seems to be around when things begin
but forever never seems to be around when things end
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you

Wow

This is the first day of my life

Swear I was born right in the doorway

I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed

They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours was the first face that I saw

I think I was blind before I met you

I don't know where I am, I don't know where I've been

But I know where I want to go

So I thought I'd let you know

That these things take forever, I especially am slow

But I realized how I need you

And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night

Just to meet me in the morning?

And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed

You felt as if you just woke up

And you said

"This is the first day of my life

Glad I didn't die before I met you

Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you

And I'd probably be happy"

So if you want to be with me

With these things there's no telling

We'll just have to wait and see

But I'd rather be working for a paycheck

Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides, maybe this time is different

I mean, I really think you like me

<3>

I know I know!

Arrg!! I really detest the post-your-horoscope-as-your-entire-blog-entry crap. However, because it is soo close to the new year I thought I'd share a little bit. Maybe I'll move to a big city and I'll love it! Who knows what the future holds.

Definitely start anew, no matter how it begins or ends.



In the Broadway play Passing Strange, the narrator Stew says, "You know how one morning you wake up as an adult and you realize your entire life is based on a decision you made as a teenager?" If that description applies to you, 2009 will be the best year ever to do something about it. In the coming months, you will have the power to correct errors or misjudgments you made way back when. You'll be able to figure out how to start over in an area of your life that you've always assumed you were doomed to accept just the way it is. You may even find that you can, in a sense, change the past and reconfigure your memories.



I find myself thinking about my future a lot lately. I'm very optimistic that my time is coming. Go to school, travel, trust, gain more friends and love then I know what to do with! I'm going to be okay this year, and it will be better then 2008 (it'll be hard to top! But it can be done!). I believe in myself.

It's about time you start to trust Yourself.

Silence.

There is so much more I could ask for. More that I am in need of.

I hear the humming of the lights. A deep breath.

What am I going to do about you?

Rain Song

The nurse should not be the one who puts salt in your wounds

But its always with trust that the poison is fed with a spoon

When you're helpless with no one to turn to alone in your room

You would swear that the one who would care for you never would leave

She promised and said you will always be safe here with me

But promises open a door to be broken to me



The maid that you've hired could never conspire to kill

She's to mother, not quietly smother you when your most ill

The one that you're trusting suspiciously dusting the sill



All week I have been trying to fully understand what has been taking place in my life. All week I have been trying and lying to myself. All week I have been loved, a lot.