Blow November Blow

all eyes on the calendar

another year i claim of total indifference

to here the days pile up

i'm sure all of them were wrong

with decisions to be made

into this song, i send myself

and with these drinks i plan to collapse and forget

this wasted year

these wasted years

i'm sorry about the phone call and needing you

devoted friends, they disappear

i guess it's like breathing and not wanting to

some decisions you don't make

there are some things that you can't fake

i guess that it is typical

to cling to memories you'll never get back again

and to sort through old photographs of a summer long ago

or a friend that you used to know

and there, below his frozen face

you wrote the name and that ancient date

and you can't believe he is really gone

when all that's left is a f**king song

i'm sorry about the phone call and waking you

i know that its late

but thank you for talking because i needed to

some things just can't wait

Fear

The heat comes in distant shifts to fill up my room
It spills out of these ancient vents to meet the new cold
And I lay in my twisted sheets, and stare out at the snow
Thinking of the next few months, my cold and lifeless eyes
No, I've never felt so separate
Then there's you, but that's so obvious
It's hopeless and I know this, that's why I can't dream
No desire or circumstance keeps it from me

One by one, to department stores, we walk through the aisles
In a forest of designer clothes, you touch me and smile
And know for a moment, I could want nothing
Your bright eyes burn through my exploding heart
We stand as the shoppers pass us
And for once I can feel a touch complete

I need to just be near you and fill these empty eyes
You start turning as resistance pulls you from my cold and boring life
Let's make this easy and let time pass, as devotion dies
The list goes on and on
I have waited, and I'll be waiting for the pain to cure the fear

Murphy needs to back off..

Murphy's law is a proverb that states, "if anything can go wrong, it will."

Or it is cited as: "If there's more than one possible outcome of a task, and one of those outcomes will result in disaster or an undesirable consequence, then somebody will do it that way";"Anything that can go wrong, will," the similar "Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way."





Epic fail

not good, failed
not good enough, failed

failed to stop

failed to see

failed to love

failed to recieve

F***!!!

This is all I can think about.

Way to go.

bomb
breakdown
bust
checkmate
botch
decay
decline
collapse
deficiency
false step
loss
faux pas
flash in the pan
nonsuccessoverthrow
flop
frustration
implosion
inadequacy
lemon
loser
mess
misadventure
defeat
rupture
sinking ship
stalemate
stoppage
total loss
wreak.

Pedro Speaks

The impact

The aftershave

The European ciggarettes

The taxi

The alcohol

That lingers on your breath

The lipstick

The street lamp

The woolen overcoat

The front desk

You tell yourself

It isn't over yet

Second best, oh, second best

I can learn to live with this

Plus, I really need a rest

After all, what's wrong with second best

What's wrong with second best

The motel

The distances

Cave into kisses, cold and wet

Familiar exchanges

Like needle pulling thread

The empty movements that once were so inspired

Desperate attempts to fan the flame without the fire

The matress creaks beneath

The symphony of misery and cum

Still, we lie jerking back and forth

And blurring into one

Second best, oh, second best

I can learn to live with this

Plus, I relaly need a rest

After all, what's wrong with second best

What's wrong with second best

Study Love

"We can't know where we're going until we know where we've been.

And the music of the past is not just to study and put it in a museum.

The way to study it is to put it on the stereo and turn it up as loud as you can."

**Emmylou Harris**

Just for you :P

"..doesn't come around often, and sometimes people miss it, but when it does and it's realized it's an amazing feeling."

Absolutely.