October 19th 2007

I believe we cannot be happy if we expect to live all the time at the highest peak of intensity. Happiness is not a matter of intensity, but of balance, order, rhythm and harmony.

Natural Selection

I have had the best 2008.  I have discovered so much interesting things about myself and what I am capable of.  I have made some incredible friends, taken some great trips, seen some awesome shows.  And of course, heard a shit load of wicked new & old bands!  I have had the time of my life as well as had some very low times.  

Now this is the beginning of the old.  

New fun, new happiness & old school true love.

There is only one love of my life.

This is the (second) first day of my life.

I have never felt more like my True Self

When Michelangelo 

was asked 

how 

he carved the statue 

of David, he said, 

"I simply cut away everything that was not David."

And I am going to do just that.

Ta Da!!

Every day brings a chance

for you to draw in a breath,

kick off your shoes, and dance.

A photograph

like A plant loves the sun

A Body needs Food

like A fire that will not stop burning

Merry Holiday!

Not talkin' 'bout a year
No not three or four
I don't want that kind of forever
In my life anymore
Forever always seems to be around when it begins
but forever never seems to be around when it ends
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you
People spend so much time
Every single dayRunnin' 'round all over town
Givin' their forever away
But no not me
I won't let my forever roam
and now I hope I can find
my forever a home
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will doFrom you
Like a handless clock with numbers
An infinite of time
No not the forever found
Only in the mind
Forever always seems to be around when things begin
but forever never seems to be around when things end
So give me your forever
Please your forever
Not a day less will do
From you

Wow

This is the first day of my life

Swear I was born right in the doorway

I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed

They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours was the first face that I saw

I think I was blind before I met you

I don't know where I am, I don't know where I've been

But I know where I want to go

So I thought I'd let you know

That these things take forever, I especially am slow

But I realized how I need you

And I wondered if I could come home

Remember the time you drove all night

Just to meet me in the morning?

And I thought it was strange, you said everything changed

You felt as if you just woke up

And you said

"This is the first day of my life

Glad I didn't die before I met you

Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you

And I'd probably be happy"

So if you want to be with me

With these things there's no telling

We'll just have to wait and see

But I'd rather be working for a paycheck

Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides, maybe this time is different

I mean, I really think you like me

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