Monday, March 30, 2009

He put water-colored roses in her hair

Eighty years, an old lady now, sitting on the front porch

Watching the clouds roll by

They remind her of her lover, how he left her, and of times long ago.

When she used to color carelessly painted his portrait

A thousand times-or maybe just his smile-

And she and her canvas would follow him wherever he would go

'Cause they were painters and they were painting themselves
A lovely world.



Oil streaked daisies covered the living room wall

He put water-colored roses in her hair

He said, "Love, I love you, I want to give you mountains, the sunshine, the sunset too
I just want to give you a world as beautiful as you are to me

'Cause I'm a painter and i want to paint you a lovely world
A lovely world.



So they sat down and made a drawing of their love, they made it an art to live by

They painted every, passion every home, created every beautiful child
in the winter they were weavers of warmth, in summer they were carpenters of love

They thought blue prints were too sad so they made them yellow

'Cause they were painters and they were painting themselves
A lovely world.

Until one day the rain fell as thick as black oil

And in her heart she knew something was wrong

She went running through the orchard screaming,

'No God, don't take him from me!,

'But buy the time she got there, she feared he already had gone

She got to where he lay, water-colored roses in his hands for her

She threw them down screaming, 'Damn you man, don't leave me

with nothing left behind but these cold paintings, these cold portraits to remind me!

He said, 'Love I leave, but only a little, try to understand

I put my soul in this life we created with these four hands

Love, I leave, but only a little this world holds me still

My body may die now, but these paintings are real.


'So many seasons came and many seasons went

and many times she saw her loves face watering the flowers,

talking to the trees and singing to his children

And when the wind blew, she knew he was listening,

and how he seamed to laugh along, and how he seemed to hold her

when she was crying

'Cause they were painters and they were painting themselves
A lovely world.



Eighty years, an old lady now, sitting on the front porch

Watching the clouds roll by, they remind her of her lover

how he left her and of times long ago, when she used to color carelessly,

Painted his portrait a thousand times, or maybe just his smile,

and she and her canvas would follow him wherever he would go


Yes, she and her canvas still follow

Because they are painters and they are painting themselves
A lovely world

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Number One

I needed someone that was perfect for Me.
A few qualities I admire: compassion combined with unpredictability, high integrity mixed with a commitment to creativity, and self-discipline blended with playfulness. I like smart talkers who are also savvy listeners, and people who have a balance of open-minded objectivity and emotional intelligence.

That is someone worth emulating.

Friday, February 27, 2009

to Me Always

You make my core tremble
don't think you realize the effect you have over me.
Please don't look at me like that
it just makes me want to make you near me always
Please try not to kiss me so sweet
it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow
And please don't touch me like that
makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow
When you bring me flowers
They only whisper the sweet things you'd say
It just makes me want to make you near me always
And when you look in my eyes
Please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms
You have complete power over me
Your hands already know too much about me
So be gentle if you please, 'cause
Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth
And it makes me want to make you near me always

Monday, February 23, 2009

...

Every corner of my world is fulled with love.

My insides are warm with a fire deep inside me.

My soul is basking in the love and admiration.

I try to write a love song. Blinking at a blank screen.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Kismet! Damn.

Fine.. I'll take it.
Six months from now would have been better.
Who's idea was this anyways?

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Call it what it is

and it will be!
Kismet is luck
Kismet is fate
Kismet is destiny.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Heart Beats

Scared.
Vomit.
Anxious.
Excited.
Accepted.
A hug.
Two strong arms.
A slowing heart.
Steady beats.
Deep breath.
Deep breath.
Deep breath.
No.