*Sigh* *giggle*

How I love Sex and the City. Any which way I can get it!! *giggle* I have to say I have been feeling pretty damn great lately. With a few minor bumps along the way. But that is just life I suppose. My only request is that my friends find peace and happiness within themselves. Part of my request is selfish because I don't want to continue being stressed out for something I didn't take part in. Anyways... lol For a bit I really didn't believe that there was a love so great and pure after mine altered (I say altered because it did not die. I don't believe that for a second. And you can judge me all you want, call me nieve or stupid if it makes you feel better about yourself.) until I read this love letter from Pietro Bembo. Then I remembered.

Eight days have passed since I parted from f.f., and already it is as though I had been eight years away from her, although I can avow that not one hour has passed without her memory which has become such a close companion to my thoughts that now more than ever is it the food and sustenance of my soul; and if it should endure like this a few days more, as seems it must, I truly believe it will in every way have assumed the office of my soul, and I shall then live and thrive on the memory of her as do other men upon their souls, and I shall have no life but in this single thought.
Let the God who so decrees do as he will, so long as in exchange I may have as much a part of her as shall suffice to prove the gospel of our affinity is founded on true prophecy. Often I find myself recalling, and with what ease, certain words spoken to me, some on the balcony with the moon as witness, others at that window I shall always look upon so gladly, with all the many endearing and gracious acts I have seen my gentle lady perform--for all are dancing about my heart with a tenderness so wondrous that they inflame me with a strong desire to beg her to test the quality of my love.
For I shall never rest content until I am certain she knows what she is able to enact in me and how great and strong is the fire that her great worth has kindled in my breast. The flame of true love is a mighty force, and most of all when two equally matched wills in two exalted minds contend to see which loves the most, each striving to give yet more vital proof...